Hi world,
I just finished the day pretty discouraged and emotionally wearied. Spanish class was the usual four hours; I feel really bad for Barney, because we’ve been really tired and bored in class lately. We started out very enthusiastically, constantly talking and often going on tangents. Really it’s the two girls who are part of my tutoring group; no offense to them, but they tend to dominate conversation with silly topics and when they don’t feel like contributing meaningfully, lapse into sullen silence, thus dragging down the entire group. Still, I now feel much stronger in subjunctive, and Barney will be a valuable resource for translating our surveys (which we are writing right now) into Spanish.
Today, the thirtieth, was also Mother’s Day in Nicaragua. It seems a much bigger deal than Mother’s Day in the states, especially since all public school were closed to celebrate this holiday. Marisol and I bought a nice flower arrangement and a singing card for all the mothers in the house. That includes Racquel, Maria Jose, their other sister, and their mother. We had Horacio and Edgar sign the card as well. The singing process of hilarious; Racquel clearly saw our gifts before we presented them to her, but we tried to keep them all hush hush while Horacio and Edgar signed the card. The problem was the card was opened all the way, it would start playing Für Elise, thus giving away our secret. Edgar, chubby little seven year old that he is, ran around trying to hide the card with his body...very cute.
From left to right, Maria Jose, Horacio, Edgar and Racquel |
I’ve settled into a routine here with my homeestay in Granada. I know more or less where everything is, and with a map I can get almost anywhere. I’ve got a schedule; I wake up at 6:45 and go to Spanish class at 8 AM. In the afternoons, before class I go to the Euro Cafe and enjoy dinner and a relaxed evening at home after 7 PM. It can get boring sometimes, and I still haven’t made extremely close bonds with the rest of the people in our DukeEngage group. Another problem is that many of my closer friends are in the other equipo that SEC had randomly divided us into. There are definitely moments, such as at the end of the day today, when I finish everything and head back feeling unfulfilled and lonely. During moments like these, I’m tempted by the idea of returning home to my friends and family, who, in my melancholic state of mind, I imagine are having a grand old time without me.
On a funnier note, the dog LITERALLY ate my homework last night. First, he tried to eat my toothbrush. The last few nights, he’s been breaking into my room by resiliently nudging it open and stealing shoes, my purse, and eating my trash. Last night, he climbed on top of a chair and chewed to pieces the homework that I had left on the table, where I thought it would be out of his reach. I found the whole situation too funny to be mad; Barney kept teasing me the entire lesson the next day about me destroying my own homework to avoid having to do it. Now I can finally say that the dog ate my homework!
Work wise, I have more than enough to fill eight weeks. We started making the surveys we’ll be starting weekend. Designing surveys, especially in another language within a different culture, is very difficult. More than anything, to tease out information that is often slightly private and often personal, we have to start conversations with people, gradually building up trust, before asking our host of questions, a process that usually takes twenty minutes per house. The whole point is to find better ways of finding a market for these new goods and finding ways to train entrepreneurs to sell these goods. Easy said, much harder done. There are a lot of strong personalities and leaders in my group, so I sense that we’re going to be very successful in the end but might experience some clash of wills before these eight weeks are done.
I cannot stress how much I miss everyone back home right now and how much I look forward to seeing them in July. I love you all!
Goodnight.